雙重同步

今日無端端撳錯掣開咗 dock 入面個 GIMP

本身冇咩特別。

然後搞緊呢個 https://github.com/hnfong/moliu/tree/main/oshi_lore_extractor 嗰陣，見到...

計 frequentist probability 嘅話應該 < 1%

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然後同一日。

我出門買咗個野葛菜水。

過咗十幾廿分鐘喺 Threads 見到有人 post 張野葛菜水相出嚟：

「貓覺得自己唔舒服會去食貓草

人覺得自己周身唔聚財會去買野葛菜水」

冇咩印像喺 social media 見人講野葛菜水，我諗計 frequentist probability 嘅話應該都係 << 1%

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又係巧合啦 :D 

Re-reading Thomas

I learned of the Gospel of Thomas maybe quite early into my studies of esotericism. Maybe around 2021 or 2022. It didn't make sense to me.

Now, re-reading it some years later, it was recognizably of the same theme as all the stuff that I had learned. Some I still don't understand, but at least it's understandable even though maybe it was designed to be cryptic.

轉世

估唔到鄧麗君都有疑似轉世

youtube.com/watch?v=ua46gvmc1ce

唔講都唔知佢原來早幾年喺香港開咗幾場演唱會

如果唔係特別有緣，就算特登扮都真係好難扮到咁似

https://www.douyin.com/search/%E6%9C%97%E5%98%8E%E6%8B%89%E5%A7%86%E5%8E%BB%E9%82%93%E4%B8%BD%E5%90%9B%E6%95%85%E5%B1%85%E8%A7%86%E9%A2%91?modal_id=7483194873219206457

覺得最勁係佢學中文學得咁快

傳承

現代班woke友諸多怪論，但有樣嘢我係好深刻咁啟發到我，就係佢哋不斷講 role model 嘅重要性。

Role model 唔止係「身教」咁簡單，而係會從根本咁改變其他人對事情嘅可能性嘅睇法。一啲本來被認為唔可能嘅嘢，變成可以被複製嘅成功故事，係幾咁熱血同勵志！

Role model 某程度上解示咗好多秘傳密技嘅傳承機制。唔係話啲嘢冇技巧冇知識嘅傳授，而係除此之外，「嘩師父都做到，咁即係呢樣嘢真係有可能做到」都係一種好重要嘅因素嚟，尤其係非唯物主義嗰類嘢，更加係需要呢啲信心嘅加持。

所以我估計所謂傳承，好大程度係傳承個範例、個信心，個成功率。當你知道某樣嘢係有可能，嗰樣嘢係點咩模樣，人類就可以複制到佢出嚟。

自藥

上星期日夜顛倒 (兩日7am會，中間夾個12:30am會)，公事因為訊息唔流通搞到我tum tum轉，諸事不順，去到 weekend 日頭又赤，人又攰，休息咗兩日都唔得

主要係瞓得唔好，生理時鐘失調，身體燥熱，weekend又食得多咗嘢

尋日的起心肝落街買藥。

一為山楂，配龍眼肉、乾梅、五味子，煲嚟飲

二為涼粉，罐裝，凍食

服用之後，落街食個風尾 (一號波) 靜坐，吸收返啲能量

然後食返粒3mg退黑色素

(留意係中藥、西藥 加 氣功 三樣做齊，我都真係幾撚 desperate，皆因唞咗三日我都仲係超攰，然後今日有個幾緊要嘅會要開...)

終於成功由 10pm 柒瞓瞓到朝早 ~8am

第二朝醒晨喇！今日幾撚精神，終於真係可以實踐朝九晚五嘅工作⋯

話說問返 Qwen3-235B-A22B-Instruct-2507 ，山楂原來都幾對症。至於點解今次炒得咁甘，應該都係幾樣嘢加埋，壓力大夜瞓又食多咗嘢(esp. 燶燶哋嘅肉...)，身體燥熱唔消。

至於點解覺得山楂etc.會 work？ 唔知呀感覺㗎咋。 有時身體要食咩藥係會俾你知嘅，例如我平日食啲枇杷膏係會覺得難食，但傷風感冒嗰陣真係可以成樽隊晒。

呢個係事後問返 Qwen3-235B-A22B-Instruct-2507 嘅 （我服用嗰陣冇參考過，啱啱先問返 XD)

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山楂，配龍眼肉、乾梅、五味子

這劑藥有甚麼效用？

這幾味藥（山楂、龍眼肉、乾梅、五味子）合用，具有**養心安神、生津止渴、消食化滯**的作用，屬於補瀉兼施的搭配，常用於**心脾兩虛、氣陰不足兼有食積**的情況。以下簡單說明各藥作用與整體

  用：

1. **山楂**：消食化積，尤善消肉食積滯，兼能活血。

2. **龍眼肉**：補益心脾，養血安神，改善心悸、失眠、健忘。

3. **乾梅（烏梅）**：斂肺生津，止渴安蛔，亦能開胃。

4. **五味子**：收斂固澀，益氣生津，補腎寧心，可改善氣陰兩虛所致的盜汗、心悸、口乾。

**整體效用**：

- 適用於**體虛夾積**者：例如疲勞、心悸、失眠（心脾虛），但又有消化不良、胃口差（食積或胃陰不足）。

- 能**補而不滯**：龍眼肉補虛，山楂消積，避免補益過度導致脹滿。

- **生津安神**：五味子與烏梅同用，增強生津止渴、寧心安神之效，適合口乾、煩渴、睡眠不佳者。

⚠️ 注意：此搭配偏於收斂與補益，若當前有明顯外感、腹脹、痰濕重者，不宜使用。

建議在中醫師辨證指導下使用，以確保適合體質。需要我幫你分析是否適合某種症狀嗎？

> 煩渴 是甚麼

「煩渴」是中醫術語，指的是**口乾舌燥、很想喝水，並伴有心煩、不安的感覺**。

拆開來看：

- **「煩」**：心裡煩躁、坐立難安，可能伴隨情緒不穩、失眠等。

- **「渴」**：口很乾，想喝水，甚至喝很多水仍不解渴。

在中醫看來，煩渴常與「**陰虛火旺**」或「**氣陰兩傷**」有關，例如：

- 發燒後體虛，津液受損（如感冒後口乾、心煩）。

- 糖尿病患者常見多飲、多尿、口渴（中醫稱「消渴」）。

- 睡不好、壓力大導致虛火上升，也會心煩口渴。

像你之前提到的藥方中，**五味子、烏梅、龍眼肉**都有助於改善煩渴——

它們能**生津止渴、寧心安神**，所以這個組合對「**又累又渴又心煩**」的人特別適合。

簡單說：

👉「煩渴」不只是口渴，而是「**口乾＋心煩＋想喝水**」的綜合狀態。

有這情況嗎？可以進一步聊聊體質或症狀。

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QB

 啱啱先發現，魔法少女小圓嗰隻嘢叫 "Incubator"，某程度上都係取名自 Incubi (夢魔).....

靈感

王德峰 講「靈感」

https://youtu.be/D0tBCoaESI0?si=xChJf3H-41tzp8TZ&t=3385 

佢講嘅「靈感過程」同我個「痾屎論」基本上係一樣。有得痾就點都要痾，冇得痾係勉強唔到嘅。（話說，我讀大學嗰陣摸索緊自己同寫作靈感嘅連繫，都係啲功課交唔出嘅原因之一⋯）

基本上佢講嘅現像喺我身上係全中，連啲「睇返自己寫嘅文，好似欣賞其他人嘅作品咁欣賞」嘅過程都係一樣 :D 

「只有经过灵感阶段的作品，才是真正的艺术作品」 - 王德峰

自從我真正理解咩係「靈感」之後我都係好強烈咁感受到呢個事實。其實我會更進一步講，所有藝術都係通靈過程嘅產物。

講多幾句禪宗

禪宗出名搞爛gag，由壇經開始已經係咁。「猶欠篩在」、「迷時師度。悟了自度」、「能者得之」 etc. 雖然我早前話有可能係傳承自廣州人自古以來就係咁詼諧鍾意搞gag，但我理解係仲有其他原由。

第一，係呢啲gag語帶雙關，關乎修行人必須意識到嘅世界嘅層次，或者用英文講會更加容易表達：layers of simulation。壇經講「見自性」，「自性」係咩嚟？乜人唔係由肉身構成咩？由於古代冇 virtual machine 嘅概念，呢樣嘢比較難講 (要到 Alan Turing 講 (Universal) Turing Machine 呢個概念先至真正成形)，我哋比較好彩有多啲 vocabulary 用。

肉身同物理世界係一層 layer ，呢層 layer 自然係存在嘅，但依禪宗所言唔係「本性」(original sing) 嚟，本性不生不滅，所以一定係物理世界以外嘅嘢嚟，係另一層 layer 嘅嘢。 既然「我」有多個 layer ，咁講嘢嗰陣，究竟係同邊個「我」或邊個「你」講呢？ 呢個係一個大問題。 語帶雙關嘅玩法，就係嘗試喺人話嘅限制之下，講一啲多個 layer 都 make sense 嘅說話。此其一。

第二，修行過嘅人應該都感受過其實啲靈體好多都好搞笑。有時純粹係駁到高我嗰陣，啲說話同文字會變得搞笑⋯ 話說禪宗咁鍾意玩偈，五祖要門徒作偈決定衣缽傳人，其實都係接駁高我嘅試練嚟。所以點解五祖話「不得遲滯。思量即不中用。見性之人。言下須見。」

"Nine heavens"

喺 The Rememberer 入面，Matias De Stefano 多次提到 "Nine heavens" (英譯) 嘅概念，又講咗幾次 "nine dimensions"。

咁啱中華道家都係講「九天」、「九重天」，呢個巧合又真係幾耐人尋味。

我真係極度懷疑道家嘅傳承真係遠古西方。又係時候提返個「真」字⋯

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另外佢講  HAM HET HUM 三個呼吸聲 (宇宙渾元呼吸)，同「哼哈」好似係同一樣嘢嚟。「哼哈」最出名係「哼哈二將」，但查返道家好似有個叫「哼哈二氣」嘅嘢。

所以啲巧合真係⋯

The Speed of Light in Giza

Today I learned

Latitude of the Great Pyramid of Giza ~= 29.9792458° N (within reasonable error bars)

Whereas speed of light ~= 299,792,458 m/s

It's just a coincidence.

As to the claim that the meter was invented relatively recently, its original definition was one ten-millionth of the distance from the equator to the North Pole, so in theory peoples from other cultures could have used a similar definition with similar values.

The coincidence is still very very uncanny.

Seering

The most difficult thing I probably have to learn in the coming years is to let go of the perceived injustice of being shunned for decades for even being associated with it, until people realize the truth and congratulate themselves for the amazing revelation that nobody ever thought about before, ever.

It's not the shunning per se, perhaps just the loneliness.

The life plan of a prophet. Hah.

粑粑肉

睇王剛做川菜「粑粑肉」幾次

忽然發現其實咪就係午餐肉嚟

Music

I guess the "reason" I am so bad at music is because if I were any better I might have got sucked into it...

... especially in creator mode.

PS: also for graphics.

真係得㗎？

我記得公司指引係唔可以送禮俾政府人員嘅

可能美國總統有 immunity 啦

The Future comes first

This is just a note to self, given the time-limited access to the content.

In the documentary "The Rememberer" (episode 2), Matías De Stefano explains the 3-tiered concentric circles of Atlantis.  The inner-most circle represents the future. The future was created first, because in the universe everything was first an intention. The middle represents the experience of the present. The outer circle represents the past. The future created the present so that we live out the past.

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The idea is fascinating.

The analogy even works from a geometrical perspective.

The future is the focal point, and of course the only reason why it's there is because of the intention for it to be. 

The future created by true intent is certain. Fittingly represented by the single focal point of a circle.

The present as experienced is quite uncertain. We do not know where we are. We are anywhere in the circle. "self-locating uncertainty" is the name of the game.

The past is where the wild hallucinations reside. Anything could have been in our past. There is no way to know, but we often guess. It's why people argue endlessly about what actually happened in the past. Most do not realize the past is just an hallucination. It's the stuff outside the circle of uncertainty of present.

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Curiously this answers the question I wrote down a couple days ago:

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This might sound counterintuitive but i find it much harder to deconstruct the past than the future. It feels like the past is truly gone and one can never go back there, so whatever happened has an effect so far as it affects the present only. And since we can choose our present the effect of the past can be very minimal

But the future is much harder to deconstruct. It feels like it is coming. We know it. Ironically, it is the past that teaches us about the future. But we know by the late nighters that we pulled and crucially the ones that we didn’t that tomorrow will come and if we are unprepared for it we will suffer the consequences.

Deconstructing the past made us much freer. Why could we not do the same for the future? What promises does it hold? It must hold great freedom by logic of symmetry. But I have not cracked open the puzzle yet.

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Crazy.

Qwen3-30B-A3B-Instruct

A couple weeks ago I wrote a "llm_grep" script that basically asks an LLM to grep something. For this script to be useful in a broad context, ideally you'd want the model to be a local one, otherwise who knows what weird stuff you'd accidentally send out as training data to LLM providers...

So I tried it with a bunch of small-ish local models, but they didn't quite work.  (TODO: point to the test prompt files)

Until Qwen released Qwen3-30B-A3B-Instruct.

This model is great. Long context, fast, and generally performant.

It might become my go-to model replacing Gemma-3-27B

Countable numbers are not countable

Countable numbers are not countable

Eventually, you lose track of space and time.

The numbers that require busy beavers are not countable.

Information density will spawn black holes before you get there.

The universe will die of boredom.

And all meaning will be lost.

Youtube synchronicity algorithm

Two days ago I was searching through my old (20+ years) chatlogs.

A friend asked me what i^i was.

I had no idea.

I still have no idea.

Curious, I put the expression on wolfram alpha

I still didn't quite understand its meaning though.

Then, out of the blue, this video showed up in my feed.

I mean, well, it's *plausible* that Big G got the search info from wolfram's site via adsense or analytics and then send the data to youtube to feed my video feed..... but... seriously?

Haven't watched the vid yet though, but thanks.

Gospel of Mary

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkXywGCVkA4

What can I say? This is basically a repeat and repeat of the message I've been getting the past two years.

x

 

以前啲 ICQ 對話咁撚痴線...