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公廁臉書帳號本身有呢句，好似寫咗喺 religious views 嗰欄：

God is the universe, and I am at its center.

由於公廁刪咗，少少唔想呢句遺失，就寫住喺度先。

今日可能執少少字眼：

God is all, and I am at its center.

譯埋中文：

神即萬物，我在其中。

Futility

It is quite sad to think that after 10k+ years of humanity, we (collectively) still don't have an iota of clue as to what this world is really about.

The greatest minds in the greatest religions basically tell you to give up trying to rationally make sense of it all and believe in something you can never understand. The lesser minds delude themselves into thinking they have found some profound insight, but ultimately they are just expressing the same thing (but with delusion of rationality). The modern reductionist just toss these questions off as irrelevant, not because they think they are irrelevant, but their egos won't allow them to admit there's something they don't know.

Billions of people having spent non-trivial time asking the question, and yet, we only have phenomena, but no answers. Sad.

Nana

喺 Netflix 煲咗矢沢あい嘅《NANA》(動畫)

某程度上，嗰啲七國咁亂嘅關係，嘿嘿，好有熟悉感。

女性作者嘅視角果然唔同，男人淨係會諗開後宮，邊會咁醉情於咁複雜嘅勾心鬥角。

Anxiety

The anxiety does not come from worry of inadequacy. We are not so self-deprecating.

It comes from guilt of having too much, because one is not giving enough.

It comes from judgement of others, because we judge ourselves similarly.

It comes from desire of other, because we wish we are who we are not.

單身即地獄2

 無聊起嚟去netflix煲咗《單身即地獄2》。個李娜汀成個楊文蔚咁樣(包括身形)，99% match⋯

如果《虛構推理》唔係虛構？

 Muse木棉花呢個Youtube Channel今日喺度重(?)播《虛構推理》（第一季）。

由於最近發現咗主觀事實嘅理論，然後又從各方面留意到非物質意識（如有）似乎有刻意透過掌控媒體（尤其係fiction類嘅書、動畫、電影、遊戲等等）影響人世間嘅主觀事實，所以一睇就覺得「屌，使唔使連輿論戰說明書都寫定呀」⋯

當然唯物世界仍然好堅硬，非物質嘅嘢唔多似係「多咗人信有就有」咁簡單，所以《虛構推理》仍然係虛構嘅。不過既然物理定律未必唔會變，如果呢啲虛構嘅嘢忽然變咗實在嘅嘢，都真係可以話準備得好充足⋯

That said 其實我本身都幾鍾意《虛構推理》嘅。

加密

佢哋加密筆記唔係因為唔想俾你知事實

而係，佢哋都搞唔清楚事實嘅真相

赤裸裸寫咗出嚟，或者係錯，咁樣固然唔好

但最可怕嘅係，可能因為寫咗出嚟，後人信咗，自我實現。

答案

諗諗下，我好似好細個已經知道好多嘢嘅答案。

我只不過花咗十幾廿年去搵嗰啲嘢嘅解釋。

就算係近年發現嗰，我都係先搵到答案，然後窮盡心思去諗點解。

所以或者喺某啲人眼中，呢啲行為真係 on9，明明傳達咗個答案就夠。

『「不可說」』

其實不嬲都認同，不過我就係有呢種惡趣味，哈哈。

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16 歲，我同人講宇宙只要無窮無盡，咁所有可以存在嘅嘢都會存在。

我估對方係心諗：.....

18 歲，英文堂個人 9up 時段，我同全班同學講要好好善用自己嘅潛意識。

唔知啲同學明咗幾多。

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至於主觀事實嗰啲，我幾年前已經嘗試好努力咁闡述，可惜當時魔力唔係好夠。

其實古語一早有云：「信則有，不信則無」。我諗大部份人都唔係好 get 到呢句說話嘅多層次意思。不過無論點都好啦，太陽之下真係無新事。